- Mood:
Content - Listening to: Combat-The RZA (afro samurai: resurrection)
- Reading: Art of Worldly Wisdom
- Drinking: water
Okay, so not a whole lot has changed since last entry, I just gotta get some thoughts out there to just get them out there, to have them said so I don't keep them bottled up.
I'm really worried about making enough money, at least for the next few months, I'm now officially a substitute teacher, and that's good, but I most likely won't get any work in the summer, and that's bad.
I need to find a way to pay for school (junior college for now until i get grad school), or else my loan deferment will not be in place, I cannot afford to pay those payments...at all...right now.
I am in the every annoying limbo of bureaucracy, since I moved from AZ back to CA, despite the fact that I never really officially gave up CA residency, I spent so much time in AZ i became a resident anyways. So I can't get in-state tuition, even at the junior college, which means that it would be cheaper to go full time at the college in AZ that i was going to, than to do half time here, for at least a year(about 9 months to go).
So I'm a man without a country...or state...as the case may be. In order to have an affordable option for school, I may just have to sneak one more semester out of my AZ school. I mean, technically I am not a CA resident because I'm from AZ...so yeah. If the system wants to do this to me, I might as well apply what I've learned from reading Sun Tsu, and make true use of my enemies flaws and openings. Then, I'm going to have to apply like a madman to get scholarships to cover part of the cost. Funny to think I'm stressing about paying for college, even though I am already a graduate.
I have some brewing dental issues, and I have a feeling none of it will be cheap, and I may very well lose some teeth (have them pulled) largely because I cannot afford to do the expensive treatments and surgeries that may be required. Thanks to not brushing and flossing enough, and years of grinding my teeth(I've only now realized it after god knows how long, but looking back...at least 2 years), I have who knows how much damage. And no dental insurance...
BUT THIS WILL NOT STOP ME!
Despite my frustrations and these problems, I am making every effort to move forward and keep my plans in motion.
I will apply for scholarships.
I will get part time work(I actually got a call today about temp work for the school district, I plan on making that place my honey pot for the next few years).
I will work on my teeth, one problem at a time (thankfully I have a credit card I paid off before I moved, it will give me some working space to get chunks of work done over time, essentially, so long as i get some part time work, I can charge it, pay 2/3 of what I charged, and repeat the process until the work is done. And I managed to find Dental Coverage, basically a flat rate membership for a whole slew of dental work)
I cannot let these things slow me down, I got too many big plans and as far as I'm concerned, I'm behind schedule as it is. It takes a lot of work to build an empire ya know...
TO DO:
PHASE I:
MOVE TO CALIFORNIA
TAKE CBEST TEST
BECOME SUBSTITUTE TEACHER
PHASE COMPLETE
PHASE II:
BUY CAR
PAY OFF CREDIT CARDS
GET PART TIME JOB
SAVE MONEY TO BUILD CUSHION
IN PROGRESS
PHASE III:
GET AA(S) IN PSYCHOLOGY AND BUSINESS
INVEST INTO STOCKS/BONDS/IRA
START PAYING OFF SCHOOL LOANS
TAKE GRE
GET INTO GRADUATE SCHOOL
PENDING
PHASE IV:
FINISH GRADUATE SCHOOL AND EARN A MASTER'S
CONTINUE PAYING SCHOOL LOANS
CONTINUE INVESTING
START A CAREER
PENDING
I've got more plans, but like my buddy reminded me, one day at a time...
It's a lot of work to build an empire...